Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Hope for Liberation

So...ever since the possibility of me moving out in the near future came into view my current residence has become even more annoying. I am irritable and impatient. I'm in desperate need of my own space, my own agenda...
This place is on a 13 acre farm; it sits on the outer perimeter of the property, with its own driveway and mailbox! I know that sounds funny, but I'm excited to find such a deal that is a separate entity from the owner's home. The other places (the Victorian) was sharing the actual house. Anyway, I can't deny the fact that if I do get this new place, it will be a little scary at first. It's on a fucking farm--away from the sounds of the highway or neighbors. Not a well-traveled road. This is everything I think I want, but I do have trepidations. I just need to find patience within myself to get used to my surroundings, and make it a comfortable place to come home to. I've already thought of putting lights out in the front, and maybe a motion light out the back. I don't know if they'd like that or not...I guess I would have to ask. They seem old-fashioned (they aren't that old), but they also seem realistic. We'll see.
I'm very excited to get out, and have my own space. I miss my stuff. I wonder what I have packed away. I'm excited to decorate, and make a home for myself. This is pretty huge...even psychologically. Shit, maybe I'll even shave! ...