Fighting the Active Imagination

Because you were hurt so deeply by the words of someone who means nothing in the world you have created for yourself your insanity haunts me You act cool but you’re different You’ve been censored by the uncensored one and now your difference your inconsistent behavior is wearing on me Making me wonder if your insanity spreads to that of harming someone who has harmed you so deeply with words meant for the bloggers Your air your aura your vibe has me sick with the paranoia of a crazy man Does that make me crazy too or just crazy from the insanity you have spilled into my brain What if you flip out What if you hurt me physically for the emotional turmoil I put you through so unsuspectingly Will you sabotage me for something I did so innocently Will you get wasted at the Christmas party and cause an uproar because that’s what your insides want you to do Inhibition-less you might When you see me arrive with the two other people who have silently ruined the life you lead in your head will you cry or die inside and freak out by pulling the gun from your pants and killing us all for harming your so sensitive ego Will you confront me again You’ve got me freaked out over something I never intended for you to see You’ve got me just as paranoid as you insanity makes you I hate that I have to work with you every day I hate that I have to feel your stare and hear you stomp by my desk wondering if I’m blogging about you…Well, I am.